Monday, December 16, 2013

"My Soul" Poem

Photo: "Out of Earth" by Brook Shaden
Ocean of still water
Bottomless 
Birthless and deathless 
The presence of Now…
I dip myself into it
Wrapped in living warmth
My mouth sings Truths 
Rising from my belly like bubbles
bursting onto the surface 
Is every right thing
I always knew.

The holy spirit
Is ancient music
Breathing secrets into my skin
An inaudible volume 
Shaking me at the cusp
Unleashing every ghost…
I free fall into soft, giant hands
No matter how far I wander
In an instant I am in the lap
of God.


Tuesday, March 5, 2013

Returning


"Embrace"

Your presence is soft
it offends no one
with the tenderness of a child
Your smile touches my whole being
mind 
body
soul
Your love song gently pleads
that I come down to where you can reach me 
the journey is instant 
tears confirm
a baptism has swept over me
I stand clean
and simple
before you
One with my soul's substance
One with the presence from which all things come

Saturday, February 16, 2013

Towering Spirits Lifted Me

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Right on the heels of a wonderful meditation, I received a horrifying phone call. In a panicked voice, the man on the other end stated that my childhood horse of 23 years had gone deaf and blind over night. I scrambled to get dressed in the warmest clothes I could find. I experienced the forty-five minute drive to the stables in slow motion, wrestling with the disbelief and unmanageable hysteria that was bubbling up inside. 

When I finally leapt out of my car, I laid eyes on my horse, Shadow, and was smacked with the overwhelming force of what was happening. I knew immediately that it was over. He was fearfully stumbling and sliding his way around a counter clockwise circle in a muddy pen, disoriented and lost. I could tell that he could sense a person had arrived and tried to find me, but could not. I reached out my hand to his nose as he passed, hoping he would recognize my touch, hoping that I could reach out and stop this sudden, brutal reality from continuing to spin out of control. I hoped that I could comfort him, but he started back suddenly the second he felt me. With all of his defenses up and engulfed by fear, his terror was so intense that it sat on the surface of his skin. I shrank back helplessly, knowing I could not comfort him or fix the situation, and anything I tried to do would likely amplify his fear and feelings of disorientation. 


Without a human soul around, desperate and bleary eyed I stumbled like a lost child over to a large, fuzzy, chocolate brown horse. I threw my arms around his thick neck and sobbed into his this winter coat. 


Too wounded to be concerned with the consequences of throwing myself at this strange animal, I continued to cry, lost in the trauma of what was happening. As I began to regain a sense for my surroundings I noticed the warmth of other horses around me. To my amazement, two additional horses had arrived. 


With their warm, gentle, towering spirits, all together, they comforted me. The oldest one with the gravity of her wisdom, the big one with his calm, towering spirit and the youngest one with its tenderness, innocence and playfulness. He nuzzled my face and ears and after a while even got me to laugh by playfully tugging the hood of my coat with its teeth. 


Of all the comfort others have lovingly offered me as I have forged through the shock and grief of losing my horse, those horses touched me in the most profound way. 


“Be, as water is, without friction. Flow around the edges of those within your path. Surround within your ever-moving depths those who come to rest there—enfold them, while never for a moment holding on. Accept whatever distance others are moved within your flow. Be with them gently as far as they allow your strength to take them, and fill with your own being the remaining space when they are left behind. When dropping down life’s rapids, froth and bubble into fragments if you must, knowing that the one of you, now many, will just as many times be one again. And when you’ve gone as far as you can go, quietly await your next beginning.”
Rev. Dr. Noel Frederick McInnis
Science of Mind Magazine Daily Guide for Feb 27th, 2013

Within the Infinity of Endless Love

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Holy spirit
I welcome your cheerful Light,
The Light that warms and gently restores All.
I let it spread to every part of my being 
Body and Soul
Like springtime after a dark and strenuous winter, 
Healing All.

Within the Infinity 
of your Endless Love
I dwell 
Never thirsty 
and Never Cold. 

Friday, February 1, 2013

Spirit Is...


"Rise of the Divine Feminine" 
Painting by Jaison Cianelli

Spirit is Light
Spirit is Love
Spirit is Life
Spirit is Pure
Spirit is Joy
Spirit is Peace
Spirit is Hope
Spirit is ALIVE
Spirit is Creative
Spirit is Powerful 
Spirit is Unique 
Spirit is New Ideas
Spirit is New Perspectives 
Spirit is New Solutions to Old Problems 
Spirit is Always Changing
Spirit is Fresh
Spirit is Mysterious 
Spirit is Most Concerned with Others Best Interests
Spirit is Enthusiastic 
Spirit is Inventive 
Spirit is Balanced
Spirit Does Not Judge
Spirit is Gentleness
Spirit is Boundaries
Spirit is the High Road
Spirit is Choosing to See the Best in Others
Spirit Never Gives Up
Spirit Keeps no Record of Wrongs
Spirit is Present Tense
Spirit is Generous
Spirit is Grateful
Spirit is Healing 
Spirit is Unafraid 
Spirit is Confident 
Spirit is Infinite

Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Sublime Light Poem

"Secret Rapture"
by A. Andrew Gonzalez

Sublime Light

The light blossoms and circulates 
Falling tenderly as a lover's kiss
Wherever it touches
A dancer is born

Arms outstretched 
Orchestras trace each movement 
Every color vibrates with the beating of a thousand wings 
Contentment and peace are sheets of silk 
Falling softly about 
Brushing every surface
Enchanting each thought

In this place
There are no wolves 
There are no dark enigmas
The gentle radiance is a shaman that explains all 
With its simple presence alone 



Friday, January 25, 2013

Poem "Ocean"



Ocean
There is an ocean that rises within
Like an orchestra from a conductor's baton 
Filled with soft fingers of light
That comb my being with ethereal music

As it swells 
A hush falls over every internal fretful child 
That confided its cries in the night

My eyes become clear and I realize 
Each looming phantom was always an old friend
In a flowing, gossamer gown 
Asking me to tea




Thursday, January 24, 2013

Poem "Aurora"

 Photo is Ellie Goulding's Album Cover "Bright Lights" 


Aurora 

The sun peeks over a sleepy horizon

Trees rouse and reach their bare fingers 

Towards a single, flickering angel 

The ecstatic shift shakes the furrowed ground 

Rattling seeds with the vibration of sudden Life

Frozen rivers exhale the disease of stagnation 

While an emanating pulse fractures the gray 

All shadows scamper like guilty dogs disappearing into the light

A vivid bird sheers the silence with its anthem, commencing all that breathes 

Each bone and thought realigns without effort 

And begins to speak simple poetry 

The pipe organ declares an ancient song

Summoning the original stories from the belly of the earth

Dawn rises in the eye of the weary traveler 

Infinity sprouts in the bones of the mortal 

And all becomes animated 

Ablaze with defiant, sublime magic 

Remembering knowledge as one remembers color 

True North

is a song that shakes the dust from the lips of the lost